late at night
when the lights are out
and i lay alone
with the faint sound
of trains passing
i place a pillow
against my back
and close my eyes
and dream she is there
no one special
she may not exist
but as stressed
as the day can be
the thought of being alone
is usually too much to bear
i imagine the years passing
as i drift to sleep
wondering if this figment
is all that can keep me going
night after night
growing old and withered
with the comfort of an imagination
to hide the pain
of an infinite sadness
that grows weary with the years
thinking when my time grows close
and i take my last gasp of air
i bet i wished i seized the night
instead of the wasted years alone
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